“Ujire?” I asked the bus driver for the 15th time, butchering the name of the village I would be calling home for the foreseeable future. He shook his head and I turned sideways to allow an old woman to squeeze past, the chicken she cradled announced her presence before she had a chance to shoo me aside. The woman managed to find space next to two boys on their way to cricket practice, three of them crammed into a seat that would barely fit one person here. She gripped her precious chicken while it squawked and squirmed to her neighbor’s ambivalence. Now that it was halfway down the bus, the racket it created was hardly noticeable over the cacophony of the mid-afternoon journey. After 10 more minutes of hairpin turns, cow dodging, and motorbikes flying by, the driver slammed on the brakes. With a horrendous squeal the bus stopped and I wearily asked again if I had reached my home. To my surprise the driver nodded and gestured to the door with a smile.

Two hours and about 20 miles after we had departed from Mangalore, I stepped onto the dirt street and let my senses make sense of themselves. My nose was overwhelmed by a combination of curry, diesel, burning garbage, and livestock with just a hint of rotting animal tossed in. My ears were greeted with the ceaseless honking of the minimal traffic: an old compact car, a beat-up motorbike, no matter the vehicle or the speed the horn was constantly blaring at animals and people alike. “I’M HEEEEERRRREEE” they all shouted, doing their best to make themselves feel significant in a country of over a billion people. Once the locals started to realize I was in fact not a gigantic albino Indian, the many tuk-tuk drivers ran up to me asking in varying degrees of broken English where I wanted to go. I rejected them all politely, telling them I could walk and proceeded to ask the rapidly growing crowd if anyone knew where Selco was. There were only two streets, the one the bus had come and left on and another running perpendicular, yet none of the hundreds of people watching me wander aimlessly saying “Selco?” seemed to be expecting me or knew what to do with me.