Simon Cowell has been reflecting on his days as reality television’s “Mr. Nasty,” admitting he’s “not proud” of some of the insulting things he said to American Idol contestants.

In a recent interview with The New York Times, the former Idol and X Factor judge said he regrets some of his harsher comments, though he added, “I wasn’t trying to be a d*** on purpose.”

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